Randomness 113.

My life man, I'll tell you...I'm actually, really enjoying life right now. There's never a dull day - I owe that mostly to myself. Was that an arrogant statement? Possibly. I just only stress to people whose lives "suck" that they should try making it not suck. Just, as I emphasized in my last blog, switch things up will do that...

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Now, EJ's infatuation with Sua is almost as evident as mine for Autumn was during Homecoming-Set Up. It hasn't seriously bothered me yet, but I'm sure it will. Not that I don't advocate their becoming cool, it just feels weird.

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Speaking of Sua, she fluctuates more than any economy ever could. From elated to melancholy, from flirty to distant - her pendulum swings never cease to Amaze me. At least, in the end, I know she loves me. I might as well continue talking about Autumn, since I brought her up...

Seeing her with her boyfriend actually doesn't bother me, wow. It does, however, always make me think about you should never be surprised to see two people together. Like, any two personalities can collide at any given moment. Anyways, we don't really talk much, but I doubt she fades away anytime soon.

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Apparently, Mone' is upset with something in one of my blogs. Oh well; truth is, everyone who reads my blogs gets upset with something I said at one point. That's what happens when you truly tell it like it is. I love her though, without question. Remember what I said in my previous blog about expecting Tashauna to be just another girl I give a hug ? Well, I definetly expected that from Sabrina. Yet, she actually texts me and is happy to see me in school - happier than most girls are actually. It's refreshing, for it's something new and having someone happy to see you makes you...well...happy.

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And that brings me to my final girl about which I will talk, Alex. I'll keep this brief, but she is just wonderously lovely and Cool =] She's a different type of friend, and I appreciate her ability to understand, be original, keep things interesting, and look cute while doing it all lol. & I would say something about Tashauna, but I'm saving that for a rainy day (she should know what I mean lol: I'M GOING TO DO IT TASHAUNA ! =])

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Ok, now that the female aspect is done, let's make this thing more random. UMD application stuff is complete - so my only worry as of now, is my first quarter report card grade for English. The picture above, of Jessica Alba, is truly GORGEOUS. I'm considering using it for every blog from here on out; wouldn't that be something new? Lol. Lil' Wayne's new mixtape gets me excited, well, assures my jubilance. He's definetly my number one hype-man; Lollipop & Stuntin' both enstill me with so much joy.

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*Yes, I am putting unrelated things in paragraphs to make this blog shorter.

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The way Edem ODed on Nate, who I believe is slowly becoming a really good friend, really made me re-think things. Like, how could someone do that? It was very immature, as I told him, and makes me ponder about telling him so much. Believe it or not, during my 'recession' with Pap, I told him more than I did she. I don't think that'll ever happen again...there just isn't a boy out there who cares enough. Or, one that gives the thoughtful feedback that she does.

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Homecoming...WOW ! Me actually wearing that outfit solitified me as truly not caring. Anyone would have been embarassed wearing that thing--but not I. And something else that has been on my mind, why are the people in the cafeteria so eager to collect the trash ? Lol. Like seriously, go sit down somewhere. & My family is really starting to get to me.

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There's definetly more to say, like more friendship stuff. But oh well. I could tell you now the main points on which people will focus from this blog [since hardly ANYONE EVER focuses on the entire

blog] --but I'd rather not.

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