Randomness 111.

Today wasn't as great as I thought it would be - pretty basic day; didn't get to see certain people; etc. Nevertheless, I remain joyful - still inspired, still escatic for the next day.

My life, as of now, is wow to me. Barring today's lack of flair, something interesting happens everyday. I still need to hop on that CollegeRealness, but that's the only 'bad' thing going on right now. I'm feel like a true Renegade; pretty much not caring lol. Like, of course I care, but not as much. But let's get back to the more 'Random' things...I mean, that is about what this blog is right ?

I'm an Avid tv-watcher once again. It feels great; Spongebob, Family Guy, South Park, House, Heroes, MTV Jams, and the NFL Network all add to an already jubilant me. Wonder how long that will last. . .

Texting has really DIED; like wow. I barely text anyone; I did start texting Brittany from my old neighborhood though - that was fun.

My favorite song right now is pretty ambiguous. Like; I have this classic track from Eminem's first album 'I Still Don't Give a Fuck.' [that song is such Inspiration]. Then, I have the song 'Walk Away' by Paula Deanda [don't say anything lol. <--song makes me think.] And of course, I have about 2 Jay-Z songs from the Blueprint[one] that I absolutely adore. Guess a lot of things with me are questionable...

I really don't like disappointing those that I love or about whom I care. I really love the whole snuggling, hugging, holding hands, etc type stuff - like omg I really do ! lol.

Wait ! 'Lazy Days' by Shwazye is my favorite song lol. Like; that song is sooo relaxing &inspirational. It makes me just want to live life, and enjoy doing it. And oh yeah; care-less.

It seems like Tashauna wants to come back into my life; wonder if Jheri will join along ? & Oh yeah; Lauren goes with Andrew - yuck. She didn't tell me about it, but I guess I can't blame her entirely. Neither her, nor Tashauna and Jheri - I kind of let people go. But then again, as Sua always emphasizes, you shouldn't go running around forcing people to be really cool with you. It will happen if they want it to, or if you really want it to, or if Destiny calls. [of course, I don't really believe in destiny - I think we determine what happens; nothing is set in stone.

My family annoys me. I was soo happy to get away from them for those few days. Yes, this sounds bad, but I needed [and STILL need] some time away from such negative energy. I can only isolate myself so much. I find it amazing how I'm usually happy a midst this negative vibe.

Uhm. As far as relationships go, and romantic interests, I don't feel like discussing them.
This blog is so much longer that I had anticipated, like I thought I didn't have much about which to talk - for it was about 4 days since I went to school, so everything from last week is pretty blurry.

This blog has been sitting here to long: you get the jist of what's going on right ? - Oh yeah; I think Pap v. Edem is one of the WHACKEST Supreme Court Cases ever lol.

"Inspire me, or leave."
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