Randomness 109.

...it's rare that I post a Randomness blog after posting one only two posts ago. yet;

ifelt as though this was one, long overdue.

As of right now, there are noRESTRICTIONS on what I will say in my blogs. So I can only imagine if there will be controversy, and talk about yours truly in the coming days, weeks, month, etc. [part lie]

Anyways.

,,,ifind it truly amazing that as I've grown closER to Sua; Jheri & Tashauna are fading away.

like; i've always said that when iget a girlfriend_some of my females friends will fall back---especially those with whom I have had romantic..."situations"

lol.

******So this is the part where I was going to put them "out there." as we all say.

but i'm sooo A B O V E that...

like--me spilling details would show that i'm no better than Jheri not speaking to me, and Tashauna not texting me. Or even little "stunts" they might pull in English. So yeah; ijust gave you the jist of what is going on between them two & I.

_why are soo many people talking about what iDO with other girls ?

iwalk her to class; imust want her.

isay something flirty to her once; ilove everything about her.

like; ilove attention---this is Evident .

,,,but seriously_for all of this icould have gone to Owings Mills for my SeniorYear.

Work has been terrible. I'm contemplating "calling out" for tomorrow. It'll hurt my cash; but I think I need a day away from it all. Actually; iAM calling out...[my grammar isn't off because the ellipses indicate that my clause is NOT finished---take THAT Pap ! lol.]

Mari & I have been talking more lately; she's really cool.

It's official: DOA is the theme song of my life. That, and Renegade.

Empire State of Mind; and Venus vs. Mars are theeee songs for me right now.

My walks to class with Sua, have been awkward. I love them, every one of them, but they feel sooo weird lol. Like, I can't explain it.

---iwas actually going to make an entire blog about Sua; because there's sooo much about which to talk [not really.]

Actually; iAM going to make a blog just about Sua. So you guys will have to wait until tomorrow to see what I have to say.

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Oh yeah; Saika_ironically enough, is Also fading away as I am getting closer to Sua.

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I think the worst thing about all of this "fading away", is the fact that I'm not really suffering, caring, hurt by it lol. That sounds bad, but maybe I only feel that way because I know Tashauna & I will eventually be back on track; Jheri never strived toward a bestfriendship, and Saika is soo great, so we'll be finee.

----my favorite class right now is still unknown. The major candidates are Calculus; and English.

Calc is awesome; because I have QUAD; and I can always look at the beauty of both Sabrina and Tashauna.

=] and in English; we engage in discussions---they are my favorite part of ANY AND ALL classes. I wish I didn't decide to sit in front of Jheri

& Tashauna though...I thought it would be me closer to them; and it has only help lead to the Opposite. I'd rather sit near Pap, M, and Edem. They talk to me lol; and we geek more. And they participate in the class. If everyone displayed their intelligence during our discussions; i'd ADORE that class.

My walks to McDonalds w/ EJ; and other randoms who decide to join, have been soo cool. Like; EJ and I are on that 9th grade status. I tell him stuff now lol; he tells me stuff now. M isn't really there as much as I would like him too_but maybe where we are is how it should be this year...

?

Pap; is just awesome. She NEVER changes; we're always the best of friends. I honestly do wish that I was above M & Chris lol; near-Jealousy. That; and another Plethora of reasons; is why i love her sooooooo much. Like; I'm really lucky to have her. <--- I don't think I have ever said that about a girl. At least, said it and meant it lol.

Hanging with Kayla at the volleyball game was sooo great. Subway; conversation; etc...I kind of wish that we were cooler. [more to say; but wait 'til next blog lol.] My want to be cool with her is almost equal to that of mine for Sabrina.

---she isn't consistent with me though; which is why we'll N E V E R be as cool as I would like.

However; she has actually texted me a few times in the past couple of days...

Mone, acts like such a girlfriend sometimes lol. She has to the person who is most happy to see me; Pap & she. _she like; brightens up my day [except when she isn't paying attention to me lol.] ---ineed to put her on that bestfriend status: even though she obviously still loves me.

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GirlsGirlsGirls---shut up Miles !

...geesh; you guys Suck. About what else am I supposed to talk ? I'm around girls most of my life; I grew up in a household with only girls. They are in all my classes, usually out numbering boys. They are the ones who do STUPID things that give me material for my blog lol. They are also the ones who brighten up my day. So if it bothers you that I talk about girls so much, then stop reading my blog. [I had something else to put here; but I will wait until I post that blog about Sua lol.]

Uhm.

--idislike when Andrew calls me; because the times when we were, in a sense, BROTHERS always come to my mind. I can't believe how times have changed so drastically...we don't even speak. He called me [twice] to discuss this poem I am doing for Inaugaration. I was flattered; that he asked me to do such a thing. Ahhh...so weird man.

...Kiara, my sister, and someone else [lol] all came to me for help with writing. iLOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE things like that---iwish more people would come to me for writing help, and just overall advice.

Be on the lookout for the "DOA" haircut; because iam REALLY doing it lol.

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*Should I feel like a bad person for this ? A better person for this ? --ohyeah; don't answer that unless you're Important lol.

"Caring about what you say ? --yeah;sure. That died like 10th grade."

-em;