October 1st.

So Sua, you were right. I didn't post as many blogs this month as I did last month. I am a bit disappointed that I didn't honestly. But then again, I'm only 3 blogs away. And this month's blogs were better overall. September, not too much happened [lie]. I'm really loving the direction in which Senior year is going. Maybe next month I'll actually talk about my experiences. So yeah, congratulations...you were right - let's go October =]

-em;

Ode to Love.

Infatuation isn’t love.
Sex isn’t love.
Attraction isn’t love.
A kiss isn’t love.

Now that feeling you get in your stomach…
You know,
The one that makes you sick with Joy?

Yeah…That’s love.

*I had to write like 4 different Odes to certain subjects for my Creative Writings ♥ class. This is one of them--could have been better, but I think the simplicity makes it Shine .

-em;

We're Terrible.

*this is the poem that was NOT selected for my Senior Inaugaration. i'll italicize the parts that caused me to miss out on such an opportunity. now looking back; ishould have left them out...or changed their connotations. [which wouldn't have made a difference, the latter one, because in these times, being Real is frowned upon....] but here it is; the Poem.

------

Yes;

We got in a few fights,

Cursed quite a few times,

Ignored homework some nights,

Threw up some gang signs.

And sure;

We lost a few friends,

Stole this and that,

Some classes we didn't attend,

And we Still put on our hats.

And we even;

Drank a fifth,

Passed the blunt,

Spread some myths,

Did a foolish stunt.

---

But as we went from giant white tees,

to Polo being 'the look',

From myspace being the place to be,

to spending hours on Facebook,

From lunches being under 2,

to 3 dollars a pop.

Everyone wants a tatoo,

Wet Seal the place to shop,

We've proved that our reputation,

does not define who we are.

We have the good will, we have the star -

of intelligence.

of benevolence.

of maturity.

of purity...

--

Just as those 'good' schools do.

--

So although we're quite

hell-raising,

and sometimes unbearable,

we Know we're Amazing,

so let them call us terrible.

-em;

Music and My Loves.

In this segment, I'll place a name of a close friend of mine, and will proceed to type of what song they remind me. Of course, there are multiple songs for people--I'll only say the first two or three. *No Homo

Pap; Death of Autotune [Jay-Z], It Ends Tonight [AAR].

Sua♥; Ave Maria [Beyonce'], You Rock My World [mj.], Amazing [KanYe West].

Ej; Gives You Hell [AAR], Say What's Real [Drake].

*kinda of weird; that with the exception of 'Decode', all of these songs are in my top 20 of all time. this trend will continue for some songs...

M; The Coolest [Lupe Fiasco], Til' I Collapse [Eminem], Ambitionz Az A Ridah [2pac].

Janelle; Sweet Dreams [Beyonce'], Flaws and All [Beyonce'].

Edem; If I Can't [50 Cent], Empire State of Mind [Jay-Z].

Tashauna; Yo [Chris Brown], Just Fine [Chris Brown].

Sabrina; Scared of Lonely [Beyonce'], Say You Will [KanYe West].

Tre; Hollywood Divorce [Outkast], Sky Might Fall [Kid Cudi].

Saika; Catch Me [Demi Lovato], Smash Into You [Beyonce'].

Jheri; Sugar, We're Going Down [FallOutBoy].

Mone; Superman [Eminem], Lollipop [Lil' Wayne].

Brionnah; Glow in The Dark [Chris Brown].

*there are more people; but I think that's enough for now lol. ---don't you ? imay add them later...maybe not.

"Friends Glow."

-em;

Randomness 110.

So here we are,,,

a decade into my 'Randomness' blogss.

And what do we have for this special day?

_well; first and foremost...

I'm going to research UChicago--that

should explain it all.

& if it doesn't, then ask Sua how we're doing.

=]

uhm.

i've been texting Sabrina more lately;

good friends maybe ?

--istopped getting my hopes after a few weeks ago...

people fade away really easily,

at least those who don't care much.

Speaking of Caring,

I don't.

lol.

,,,like_i'm sick of people:

so i'm keeping them out of my life.

I've become an AVID movie watcher lately.

From the Pineapple Express,,,

to StepBrothers;

FiOS has helped me see movies I've

wanted to see long ago.

School has been interesting lately.

_new 4B class was funny lol.

these two 10th grade girls were

OD friendly; like they wouldn't stop

talking to me for a while.

That class is going to be---OD easy.

But.

We're writing poetry=]

so you know what that means...

This format, is better. Like apoem--
don't you think ?

*iwish icould easily put the

picture at theBOTTOM.
_ireallymiss theSummer: only because

people actually commented my blogs.

oh well.

---you give up one thing, for another.

Just discovered that Jessica Alba ! ,

& Aston Kutcher are making movie together---

along with many others.

_but forget them; these are two of my favorite actors !

[andpeople.]

so, February 10th, 2010...iWILL be

seeing that movie.

* who wants to go with me ?

Ohyeah;

this Kayla picture situation is STUPID.

i've learned to not be Really cool with a girl

with a boyfriend.

...unless, you were there before him.

or.

you and he are always friends.

[guess ididn't learn my lesson after

Tashauna lol.]

i've been on the phone with Saika for the
last 1 hour nd 30mins.

lol.

---she's sooo random.

Pap has proved to me, that heavy texting

and/or phone conversation ARE NOT

necessary to keep a bestfriend relationship going...

or even started.

_we haven't been texting as much lately;

but she has refused to just leave mey life.

the Greatness continues to live...

So like; could you see me in a relationship ?

...iEnvision it just about EVERYday;

& EVERYtime ifall asleep.

but it's a S C A R Y thought.

lol.

...like;

Imagine a world where Miles isn't

constantly asking "How you doin' ?"

or saying, "You 'bout cute girl !"

and yes...

that includes all the other flirty;things iLOVE to say.

<--that world seems like it would S U C K.

but;

it would be all worth it.

at least,,,

that is for what iam Aiming .

This is becomingLengthy;

& what have ireally said ?

you know...I actually kinda miss texting AllTheTime.

imean; Sua and I text a lot,

but nothing compared to what Tashauna, Jheri, and Pap brought

to the table.

*Sua; PLEASE DON'T TAKE THAT THE WRONG

WAY.

--geesh lol.

I think you guys have forgot who I am...

...I think you guys need a reminder.

Yep.

it's coming ; soon !

"Love does exist; I don't care who says otherwise."

-em;

On a Whim; Be Random.

I think the best blogs, are the random ones. Like, when people just type whatever comes to mind [to a certain extent of course.]

Actually, almost everything is done better when done randomly. You really see how much your students know with a random quiz, you really see how much your bestfriend knows with a random question.

I like being random: it adds interests to [usually] otherwise dull scenarios and conversations.

I wish people weren't so boring and dry; then I probably wouldn't be as random as I am.

...Anyways, just doing things on a whim is better. Like asking someone out, even though it's Hard to NOT know it's coming [if you guys have been talking for a while], it's best to try and be sporadic with it. I don't advise doing such a thing in front of a few people though; chances are it will lead to an Awkard situation lol.

Then again, maybe 'random' isn't the word for which I am looking. Maybe---I just mean to simply do things...don't let everything stop you or cause you to hesistate when making a decision.

Quite ironic that I am typing such a blog, huh? lol.

I hesistate because my situation[s] and feeling[s] alter so easily and dragstically. Like;

just one event completely changes how I feel about someone, and how I plan on dealing with them. It's not my fault; no one told these people to do these things lol.

Yet, indecisiveness has plagued me for a while. So I can't completely blame any of my disappointments and lack of spark on anyone.

More examples? Not now. I don't really feel as though it's necessary to identify more situations where just doing it is best. You'll see for yourself---next time you have to make a decision, just do it. Not one of those "Should I do the dishes or not?" decisions lol. OR the "Should I apply to this school?" decision. Just everyday life choices which thinking too much or hesistating can make a big difference.

*Realizing that 'being random' is NOT the same as 'doing things on a whim.' The second half of my blog discusses the latter; while my start praises being random.

"Just, no."

-em;

Dear Hate ,

*two blogs in a day; yes !

Dear Hate ,

Please stay away.

You spew murder and plague us. You kill us Hate, you kill us !

We cannot speak, for you taint our words. We cannot see, for you blind us from the truth.

You come so swiftly...such vigor and decepetion in your steps.

We never hear you coming, but are enraged when you arrive.

"I hate him!" She screams. Why did you come...why end their love Hate!?

He doesn't deserve to be hated.

No one deserves to their sanity sucked from their very minds by the likes of you!

No one deserves to realize, that a feeling such as Hate even exists!

We become worthless,

Lifeless pawns in Despair's game, when you plague us.

Hate, please stay away.

Sincerely Yours,

One that is Hated.

-em;

Qwerty Kills.

yes---iknow.

this blog was supposed to be about Sua; well---it's not.

lol.

---i;ve decided to Postpone that.

Anyways.

///iwant to discuss one particular topic today. [something that irarely do]

Texting.

for most,,,if not all teenagers--it is the Staple of communication between your friends.

it has truly overthrown the dynasties of Myspace, Facebook, Calling, etc.

& like; iunderstand why---

you never have to hear the melancholy or anger in someone's voice; you can avoid awkard pauses; you don't have to worry about outside distractions [i.e. Facebook]; it's the easiest way to hold mutiple conversations; etc etc.

...& even better: you can always call the person in a f l a s h.

And with all these Excellent things that stem from texting: why would anyone frown upon it ?

---that question can be answered with one simple word.

butofCOURSE; i'm going to answer it with W A Y more than just one word.

lol.

texting---like many social networking sites---allows people to display a personality that does not reflect their true personality. you can say any words you want, arrange your sentences ANY way you please when you hide behind the keys. or buttons.

...see, I understand that different words are appropriate for different sitatuations.

if iwere to plead this case to a majority of my associates; it would be said differently.

YET.

that is simply because time is of the Essence: if iwanted to truly persuade anyone---the way you see this blog is exactly how it would be said as a speech.

,,,point is---say what you would usually say in situations.

one may argue; that personalities behind the keys/buttons are the True personalities of people; since they are given time to formulate a response that they truly which to send out to the person on the other end. *cameupwiththisargumentmyselflol.

True. [false.]

---when youtakethetime to say something you WOULDN'T in person, then you're still NOT

reflecting you who are.

Idk; I'm just a robust adversary of putting on masks_texting is Great: but let's trying being the same in person &on the phone.

*icould have said more: but no.

"Empire State of Mind makes me wish I were from New York."

-em;

Randomness 109.

...it's rare that I post a Randomness blog after posting one only two posts ago. yet;

ifelt as though this was one, long overdue.

As of right now, there are noRESTRICTIONS on what I will say in my blogs. So I can only imagine if there will be controversy, and talk about yours truly in the coming days, weeks, month, etc. [part lie]

Anyways.

,,,ifind it truly amazing that as I've grown closER to Sua; Jheri & Tashauna are fading away.

like; i've always said that when iget a girlfriend_some of my females friends will fall back---especially those with whom I have had romantic..."situations"

lol.

******So this is the part where I was going to put them "out there." as we all say.

but i'm sooo A B O V E that...

like--me spilling details would show that i'm no better than Jheri not speaking to me, and Tashauna not texting me. Or even little "stunts" they might pull in English. So yeah; ijust gave you the jist of what is going on between them two & I.

_why are soo many people talking about what iDO with other girls ?

iwalk her to class; imust want her.

isay something flirty to her once; ilove everything about her.

like; ilove attention---this is Evident .

,,,but seriously_for all of this icould have gone to Owings Mills for my SeniorYear.

Work has been terrible. I'm contemplating "calling out" for tomorrow. It'll hurt my cash; but I think I need a day away from it all. Actually; iAM calling out...[my grammar isn't off because the ellipses indicate that my clause is NOT finished---take THAT Pap ! lol.]

Mari & I have been talking more lately; she's really cool.

It's official: DOA is the theme song of my life. That, and Renegade.

Empire State of Mind; and Venus vs. Mars are theeee songs for me right now.

My walks to class with Sua, have been awkward. I love them, every one of them, but they feel sooo weird lol. Like, I can't explain it.

---iwas actually going to make an entire blog about Sua; because there's sooo much about which to talk [not really.]

Actually; iAM going to make a blog just about Sua. So you guys will have to wait until tomorrow to see what I have to say.

=]

Oh yeah; Saika_ironically enough, is Also fading away as I am getting closer to Sua.

=/

I think the worst thing about all of this "fading away", is the fact that I'm not really suffering, caring, hurt by it lol. That sounds bad, but maybe I only feel that way because I know Tashauna & I will eventually be back on track; Jheri never strived toward a bestfriendship, and Saika is soo great, so we'll be finee.

----my favorite class right now is still unknown. The major candidates are Calculus; and English.

Calc is awesome; because I have QUAD; and I can always look at the beauty of both Sabrina and Tashauna.

=] and in English; we engage in discussions---they are my favorite part of ANY AND ALL classes. I wish I didn't decide to sit in front of Jheri

& Tashauna though...I thought it would be me closer to them; and it has only help lead to the Opposite. I'd rather sit near Pap, M, and Edem. They talk to me lol; and we geek more. And they participate in the class. If everyone displayed their intelligence during our discussions; i'd ADORE that class.

My walks to McDonalds w/ EJ; and other randoms who decide to join, have been soo cool. Like; EJ and I are on that 9th grade status. I tell him stuff now lol; he tells me stuff now. M isn't really there as much as I would like him too_but maybe where we are is how it should be this year...

?

Pap; is just awesome. She NEVER changes; we're always the best of friends. I honestly do wish that I was above M & Chris lol; near-Jealousy. That; and another Plethora of reasons; is why i love her sooooooo much. Like; I'm really lucky to have her. <--- I don't think I have ever said that about a girl. At least, said it and meant it lol.

Hanging with Kayla at the volleyball game was sooo great. Subway; conversation; etc...I kind of wish that we were cooler. [more to say; but wait 'til next blog lol.] My want to be cool with her is almost equal to that of mine for Sabrina.

---she isn't consistent with me though; which is why we'll N E V E R be as cool as I would like.

However; she has actually texted me a few times in the past couple of days...

Mone, acts like such a girlfriend sometimes lol. She has to the person who is most happy to see me; Pap & she. _she like; brightens up my day [except when she isn't paying attention to me lol.] ---ineed to put her on that bestfriend status: even though she obviously still loves me.

=]

GirlsGirlsGirls---shut up Miles !

...geesh; you guys Suck. About what else am I supposed to talk ? I'm around girls most of my life; I grew up in a household with only girls. They are in all my classes, usually out numbering boys. They are the ones who do STUPID things that give me material for my blog lol. They are also the ones who brighten up my day. So if it bothers you that I talk about girls so much, then stop reading my blog. [I had something else to put here; but I will wait until I post that blog about Sua lol.]

Uhm.

--idislike when Andrew calls me; because the times when we were, in a sense, BROTHERS always come to my mind. I can't believe how times have changed so drastically...we don't even speak. He called me [twice] to discuss this poem I am doing for Inaugaration. I was flattered; that he asked me to do such a thing. Ahhh...so weird man.

...Kiara, my sister, and someone else [lol] all came to me for help with writing. iLOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE things like that---iwish more people would come to me for writing help, and just overall advice.

Be on the lookout for the "DOA" haircut; because iam REALLY doing it lol.

=]

*Should I feel like a bad person for this ? A better person for this ? --ohyeah; don't answer that unless you're Important lol.

"Caring about what you say ? --yeah;sure. That died like 10th grade."

-em;

A Distant Light.*

Why do I feel so alone?

...as if,

this place I call home, where my friends, love, and joy lie,

are far from being my own;

they belong to the next guy.

Trying to find the light,

with the love and joy shining oh-so bright!

They prance through the night, jump off the moon - and dance

with the Sun;

their bond keeps hate at bay,

such wonder, do they have each

day.

But I'm lost in this maze, my heart's covered with frost

in this phase -

Cold and lonely; I love me only.

Love's so distant,

Joy's gone with it.

Maybe I should embrace this

foreign curse,

and just,

wait for bliss.

*Understand my title ? - Notice, that I call Love & Joy a "light" in the second stanza. Their distance is leading to my loneliness. So their distance is the focus of the poem, not loneliness.

-em;

Randomness 108.

---I wore all black today; man did I love it. It was my first time in Years to wear the same colored jeans and shirt; or jeans and shoes.

& speaking of clothes, iD E S P E R A T E L Y need to go shopping; before ispend all my money on food.

lol.

,,my desire to get in a relationship_while not Completely dieing; has definetly died down.

girls Suck.

like----i'm not feeling the constant swings in actions;feelings;& words.

ohyeah !; KanYe.

I'll keep this brief:

---he was Completely wrong; but people are blowing it out of proportion. You are rude on a daily basis; you & your bestfriends; and it's all fine. Doesn't matter if someone is Famous, on television, or anything....being RUDE IS WRONG. _& it wasn't really that serious; Taylor Swift lucked out:

BEYONCE' stepped down to let her speak <---what a great feeling/event that is for a young artist .

...i'm a bit disappointed in blogspot; well_it's members &readers. like;

I actually raised hopes for this. now--no one posts, no one comments, no one cares.

lol.

ofcourse; i'm over-exaggerating with "no one." but oh well .

_work was T E R R I B L E thepastweekend.

like; omgggg. iwas really about to quit;

ihaven't been so annoyed/upset in a while...ofcourse both Sua & Pap failed to make me feel better.

lol.

------>but istill love them;

ohyeah...iCAN'T stop listening to Jay-Z right now_Drake &he. mostly Jay though...

iNEED NEED to buy Blueprint 3.//

,,,iam liking myself right now.

like;

as far as how i'm handling situations; reacting to people; etc.

doing my homework, not getting mad, not caring lol.

thisistheGoodLife.

almost.

"If you even think you might switch up on me, then you just walk out of my life right now."

-em;

A Few Words...Heart of the City.

So thanks to Dave, I realized how much I don't like my newest poem, "Heart of the City."
---I will keep it up, for I won't delete or completly change something due to another's words. [Especially since there was something about it which made me post it in the first place.]
However, there will be another one which will be, I feel, much better.
=]


"Is it really that hard to listen to the thoughts of another?"

-em;

Heart of the City.

In the Heart of the City -
We Ought to be Witty,
Because the Dark can be Pretty;
And if you Start to be Silly,
Only Part will feel Pity.
The death Darts fly swiftly...

See,
In the Heart of the City -
The Bad is the Youth.
I'll be Glad when we Sleuth,*
When Had the great Ruth.**
Yet,
It's Sad it's the Truth;
That we can't Add,
The Art of being Pretty,
In the Heart of the City.


*Sleuth - usually used when describing detectives; to observe or follow secretly.
**Ruth - sympathy for the hardships of others.
**There will be another blog with the same title; iLOVE it so much lol. this is basically saying; that in the depths of society, evil lurks - and that is the true reason why our problems cannot be solved.
-em;

the Good, the Bad, the Ugly.

While some say they love me, And I feel no one's above me,
I know most are actin' funny, Why can't these days stay sunny?

Playing me for a dummy, As I'm the bee chasing the honey,
Ya'll Thinking I feel crummy, When she really got me all clumsy.

So many get touchy, When I speak my mind toughly,
And although she's quite busty, Her person is quite crusty.

Maybe I'm the ugly ducky, Who has gone a bit nutty,
As these words rhyme roughly, And my face looks a bit scruffy.

It's amazing how I shove thee, Into simply wanting to belove me;
I deal with it all - the Good, the Bad, the Ugly.


*Definetly not one of my more...elegant blogs as far as vocabulary goes, but if you understand the lines and recognize the messages behind them, you'll see that with my simple words come very complex stories. If you don't understand a line or so, let me know and I'll update this with some explanations.


"A little bit less, can be a little bit MORE."
-em;

I guess, this is what it feels like...

So today, while I saw sitting around bored in Spanish, I heard someone yell "yournamegoeshere" my heart almost stopped .

Of course,

I looked at the rear door window; and I saw your joyful face just glancing into the window Smiling.

It was like this =] except wayyy better.

----I felt like a younger kid, who's happy that his mom just walked into the door with a Happy Meal in her hand.

And with this sudden burst of youthfulness; sprang to the door.

[Of course, I hesistated because I didn't want to draw attention...I know that's hard to believe, because I love attention. lol.]

Anyways, we exchanged a few simple words...

Then,

I gave you Dap; that was funny.

lol.

Such a simple series of events; probably means nothing to you, or anyone else reading.

...but I want to do it again.

& again.

& again.

& again.

"Stand up &walk man; you can't earn anything sitting down."

-em;

Mr. West is in the Building.*

...you have yet to see Arrogance;

so don't try me_but if you insist,,,let me say:

the truth is---i'm probably cooler than your dude;

& ya bestfriend's dude;

& ya mom's dude .

Apparently, I am one who likes to toot my own horn.

--i've always disagreed;

until now.

--& i've never had Great confidence;

but that's dead.

lookout_Confidence is on theR I S E.

I guess the,

"He's so full of himself." is also on theR I S E.

...hahaha;

like icare.

=]

*whogetsmy_title.

?!

-em;

In My Own Mind.

_lifeisamazing;
like.
they always say: You never know what you have until it's gone.
I say: You never know what you have until it can be yours.*

let that marinate_
...your stateofmind recalibrates in Enlightenment.
&might isay; my mind is in the process of recalibration as we speak.
---well; as I type, and you read.
=]

And for that [me rethinking much of my life &actions] ,
you can thank many people; yet the two that I would like to mention are:
-Tashauna &Sua._

Anyways; some people have really severe inconsistency in their personalities.
-how can you display such infatuation over texts; yet disregard my existence in school?
-how can you smile at something; yet show such disdain for it later?
-how can you walk by someone with no exchange of words; yet say you love them?
-how can you say you will do this; yet run to other side of the spectrum?
-how can you plead your case to one; yet whisper to another a conflicting case?
-how can you say you are something; yet you are obviously not it?

,,,iunderstand that people have many colors in the rainbow we call a 'personality.'
I too; have many sides-the trying to be funny, the trying to look nice, the trying to sound deep; etc. <--all very evident at times .

but.

_such things have a limit;&many of you have leaped across that line.

&& although not a single soul contains complete Individuality; we should all ...strive to reach such a Utopian state---by making life interesing;being ourselves.

[and you may just find_that with new things come new traits to whom you truly are.]

so...

;try that new sandwich at Subway .

;take that other route to work tomorrow .

;sit with that cute girl in lunch .

;listen to unknown artist .

;ask him to be your valentine this year .

;call her every once in a while .

------etc/.

onemorething...

Be Happy.

-anger isn't welcomed here.
Be Patient.
-anger isn't welcomed here.
Be Loving.
-anger isn't welcomed here.
Be Caring.
-anger isn't welcomed here.
Be All Of Those Great Things
&More.
-because anger isn't welcomed here.

and if you insist on dragging me into your dreadful and hateful ways,
then maybe it's best;
...you leave me alone.



*it seems; that with my quote, iam focusing a little bit too much on Love.
_ohwell;
** &ire-enabled COMMENTS; so feel free to give feedback .



-em;

Randomness 107.

And so here it is; the first "Randomness." of the new year.

---so far; i'm liking and disliking what iam experiencing:

my classes, for the most part, are great.

My favorite; probably Biology. I have Sua=] &Pap, and Ej to keep me wanting to go there everyday.

I have a few classes with Tashauna (who is apparently single now !?!?!?), but we don't talk

much in them: as expected.

...yet; she has been spending time with me iguess you can say, a lot.

like at lunch; or on the walk to Spanish; or even outside of my AVID class---some legit times !

My manz Ej is about to be where he was 9th grade; ispend more time with him then anyone.

My AP econ. class [that will be dropped the 21st] is sooo great !

with like,,,

5 people. a great teacher. cool people. Marcus in there ; so you know we geek. lol

---igot my sister's webcam working for the first time; ahhh ! anewchapteroffriendshipissoontobegin.

I'm not sure what to expect in these coming months: itold Edem today that i'm, booking SOMEONE. lol

SGA seems like it will be whack this year; yeah.

My outfits; so far--have really satisfied me.

which is surprise; iusually always look down upon my attire: thinking that ishould have done something differently._

And with thegood; comes theugly: ihave to wait until the 21st until my classes get straight !

--uhm; ireally don't have any problems though. lol --this feels great; kinda like last year.

I hope that my English class becomes more involved; well, that ihave opportunities to speak to people. Like; idon't talk to anyone in that class. [ofcourse; the last two classes have been tests and straight talking by Ms. Moses]

...idk; English was just wonderful last year. 2nd favorite class---hopefully it will be this year.

on another note...ithink that Checkers is going to fire me. lol; ijst have that feeling.

[i'll find out tomorrow; when igo to get my paycheck.]

Is that it, ? -can't be.

AVID blows; but will be better when iswitch to the other period. Calc is cool; istill want to be really cool with Sabrina:

it's like, one of those unexplainable aspirations. itWON'T happen; because she's Sabrina.

but still, it's cool about which to think.

**going to attempt to stay on top of my homework like iam doing now !=]**

Weird Moment of the Day: Tashauna & I were talking to my Spanish class in this empty hallway; and then Brionnah starts walking (alone) behind us. It was sooo weird to me, like I said or whatever, but like, I don't know how to explain it lol.

ok; that has to be done. ohyeah !; i'm upset that igot the webcam working--but Saika is out eating somewhere=/

oh well: irony breathes within.

---let me go &find a Jessica Alba picture for this blog. (yuck; this crap was tooo long !)

"I smile when you smile; so don't frown, or I'll be sad too."

-em;

Summer '09 Wrap-Up.

---just to let you know; I didn't make this piece rhyme for lyrical prowess, I rhymed because it's cool to me lol. And because the rap song that inspired me to start these things, obviously rhymes. So some of these rhymes will suck;dealwithit ! itried to not talk about girls so much, sense people always complaining...but then istopped caring. & ohyeah: NO HOMO.


"A Summer to Remember", this is very true.
So many old greats, yet so many of them new.

To kick off the summer, we got stopped by a cop.
Edem almost got arrested, his mouth wouldn't stop. lol;
And for a minute, that was the end.
But a closer Edem & I, was soon to begin.
He wasn't the only one, there were a few more.
My friendship with Jheri, I now truly adore.
The Good Morning texts, and other fabulous things.
Kinda makes me wish, we had a few flings.

I proved Pap. wrong, I did nothing with her.
But how I viewed Tashauna, was surely a blur.
At the end of summer, she's a bestfriend.
Love her to death, but how will it end?
Her boyfriend texted me, and that was something. lol;
Made me like her a bit less, ain't no frontin' .

Sua switched things up, now I'm no longer confused.
Now I know she loves me, I'm no longer bruised.
From the letter to the texts, it makes sense now.
That she's just happy, if I simply stick around.
Missed her birthday, heard it was whack.
You missed mine too, consider it payback. =]

Returned to my roots, moved back to Owings Mills.
Degrassi got whack, so I decided to chill.

Premature yes, but he's still here.
When Marcellus came home, I nearly shed a tear.

Believe it or not, I dwell in a fastfood joint.
I got a job now, that's really my point. lol;
Everyone at Checkers, mostly lives in the city.
So I was definetly out of place, you're free to feel pity. lol;

The Angus Burger is beast, it's my new fave.
And my beard is gone, they made me shave.

Marcus and I, almost brought it back,
Don't even ask, back to what.
My mind almost got off track,
And Sua got a bigger butt. lol;

Rachel opened up, and it's obviously too late.
Have fun in college, I know you'll do great.

Possibly the best part of my summer, minus the changes of me,
Was meeting Saika, such wonderful glee !
My inspiration returned, I guess I can thank her,
20+ blogs in one month !, never thought it could occur.
Keep in touch, and please never stray away.
I'm happy that I lost no friends, unlike last Summer's day.

If not for Janelle, the above would not be true.
Her friendship is captivating, it defines "Out of the blue."
I see us as the best, in this upcoming year.
Just get pass, all that wild and crazy fear ! =]

Abril and Mone, finally gave in.
I knew they would, just didn't know when.
Thought I'd be cool, with my old friends again.
But this pen doesn't like, it's our friendship's end.

Spent all of my money, on my cousin and food.

And this little bit, I shouldn't include:

I almost not life, thank video games.

And I went to some cookouts, Pap. is to blame ! =]

Video of the summer, definetly Sweet Dreams.
A song of the summer, you can't really deem.

My favorite had to be, Run This Town.
D.O.A. was a close second, Jay-Z ran this town.

Different from the last, I rarely talked to Mone.
Quite weird at first, but I was soon okay.
Cause when we did talk, everything seemed the same.
She's still one of my favorites, and still really lame. =]

Pap rose to the top, she's pretty much Everything.
If I were a bird, she'd be my other wing.
Sua is the other, without a doubt.
I really do hope, that she takes the right route.

I couldn't play football, I almost cried.
Harry Potter was my favorite movie, I almost lied.

MJ died, and I mourned to myself.
But I'm disgusted with my peers, where is our help?
Steve McNair died, and what did we say?
No word's for him, or Farrah Fawcett's day.

Blogspot rode to the top, then dove to the ground.
Who I truly am, I'm glad that I found.

Summer was cool, definetly no regrets.

Now let's make this a year, we'll never forget !=]

It's a crazy world, but it'll get better with time.

Miles dippin' off yall, two thousand and nine !

*note; i'm sure that someone will claim that more people died than just the aforementioned. This is very truth; but I used those names to dispel anyone's argument of "Well, he was famouns ! That's why we talk about his death so much but not anyone else's." Basically, if you want to put "R.I.P. MJ" in your status; then fine. But don't forget, that others have also lost their lifelines.

**note 2; iwas going to say something about Ej, but I couldn't find the words. So yeah;

***note 3; ididn't feel like talking about my 'changes' or whatever; so yeah...

****note 4; i'm forgetting something. iKNOW iam---but this has been sitting here FINISHED for over 30minutes now...i'll just post it.

-em;