thebestyears.

///this blog was orignally going to be the fourth installment of my 'randomness' series, but I saw it as being to wondrous for such a mediorce title of Randomness 104.///

...my manger let me off Early today; that set up the beginning of what i'd call a Grand day. some of that maginificence came from, which is no surprise to me, Saika; so genuine. so cool. so gifted.
-----it's amazing the amount of Rejoice & Joy ifeel when conversing with her. ihaven't felt this way about a group of conversations since, well, talking to Sua last summer. iactually got on AIM jst to continue our conversation, which was at that point was DEAD._

in the midst of our delightful volleys of words, & compliments, I came across something idearly love: making people Smile. ....iam the most elated individual on Earth, when a girl is smiling because of what I have said.
even more joyful then when one is praising me for a pieces of literature that ihave begotten. [icould sayMUCH MUCH more;but iam trying to condense my blogs.]

♥Sua.<----she made me realize today; that ialso don't have many friends...most people with whom I converse aren't even associates;they are mere pawns in my game of Jubilance and Satisfaction. thank you Dearly for your insightful & ingenious blog.
Althought I am lacking in the friends department, my bestfriend count is larger than most, and more potent [in terms of Excellence] than most also...

Yvette,Marcus,Ej,Tre---i'd tell them Anything without Any hesistation.
& as Ms. Bamfo said, imay not receive the same label of bestfriend from them [maybe only from Sua really.], but istill know, that deep down in my Heart, they are my Life.----even if idon't talk to them everyday...
** my apologies to you Sua, if you disliked or am by what isaid in brackets. but ihave a duty to my soul to say what ifeel; and if iam wrong---PLEASE, correct me at once.

there is this common statement of grave dreadfulness floating around the minds of my peers. this thought, is that High School, for the most part, is insignificant----asleast parts of it. Edem says the relationships are not worth anything. Pap essentially told Sua not to worry about the friends-fiasco;because she won't see most of these people after high school. My beloved friends, wake up...please open your eyes to the fact that what happens now, will forever affect who we are. If I learn to love now, loving will be easy later. If I learn to ignore most, and only worry about the thoughts of those who are important now, it will be that much easier to live above what society impels upon you.

I am anxiously anticipating our return to school;
the weeks will fly by; yet they will be Glorious
& quite simply, thebestever._

...how I am feeling right now, is the best I have felt all summer.
no longer plagued by social diseases.
no longer vexed by ambiguity or insecurity.
no longer afflicted by discontent or disinterest.



I'm running right at Life in full throttle;
& I'm loving her luxurious highways.


-em;