Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Girls...

so like, ithink ihave a problem.
Sua;Javaughn.
Tashauna;Scoob.
--idnt think ineed to go on,even though there are only like one or two other namess.
POINT IS, ialways seem to consider "flings" w/those who are taken,that's a shame.
like,really. can't ifind someone who is Single ?
& the worst thing is, i'mNOT a homewrecker.
as itold Pappoe (the one who said this isn't even a problem), iactually RESPECT boyfriends.
idntthinkicouldbethe"other dude"...but who knows ?--i've done a lot of things ithought i'd never do.
anyways;iwant to be DONE. Scoob asked me the other day if iliked Tashauna...OFCOURSE isaid no.lol but either way, iwould have said noo cause idnt "like" anyone.
(Pap, shut up, i'm NOT in denial.lol) ---it's just, ihave "thoughts" of goingg with people, or isimple just Love them (Sua, for example.)
like, it's sad how much he loves this girl, and how often ithink about if iwere to go with her...ifelt as though iMISLEAD him...iwish icould stop these "thoughts".it's not that simple...ilove_talkingtoher_morethan_98%_ofmyfriends...man.
---my mind runs;ieven had thoughts about Jheri.-->yes, iknow i've been down that road before.
but it's, different this time. she's like the coolest (ok, she's close, Sua will forever hold that title.lol) we text ALL THE TIME;like it's sickening.lol she goes with John (idk for how long,but that's not the point.) and then ifind out that Ej possibly likes her too...ugh !;see...
this is why ineed to jst chill. let girls have their boyfriends;it's not like they like me anyways,ishould stay away. (of course i'm not goingg to lol;but it would be beneficial for ME.) ---------that's why iasked you, Tashauna, the other day what yo would say if I said we should stop talkingg for like a week.
& then,
there's Sua...idk what to say.
we dnt even talk like that,she's jst a PRIME example of my TERRIBLENESS.
idk;ialways talk about how people need to grow up...and look how immature i'm beingg.
(wow;this blog seems really Sad doesn't it ? lmao.)
ineed a new hobby;
this "thinkingg" thing isn't leading me ANYwhere,except whackness._
& one more thing...
iactually sat here and thought for about 10 minutes whether ishould post this or not:iNEVER do that...ineed to look Outside my circle of friends,or jst dnt look at all.
ya'll my manz though lol;we can jst beFriends._














...what was the point of this blog ? lol:i'monepathetickid.
istill have my sense of Cool though=]
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1 comments:

Pap ! said...

Miles, You S U C K [. ___ ]<----that means point blank.