Randomness 103.

...so like, today helped me realize
how much ireally love walking.
my cuzzin & I walked a third to Checkers, jst to have Pap give us
a ride there.
then, we walked down to the GameStop, & then to McDonalds,
and finally to Andrew's house, because it was his birthday; but he of course
wasn't there.=/
point is ! ihad sooo much fun jst walking around, watching the cars...
even saw a deer in someone's backyard.lol
---it was cool;
know what else is cool ? how Brittany & I are talking more
often now.
like, she's one of the few people icall "bestfriend" that idon't talk to very much.
lately, Facebook instant messaging has hit the spot=]
it's cool;really really...let's keep it up ?
...ikinda Screwed it up the first time we started 'getting close' again;so not this time--->
i'll let HER mess everything up=]

& yeah ! Tashauna and I haven't been talking very much, and sometimes not at all, when it used to be constantly.
...idk man; idid say iwanted to solve my girl issues, so iguess it's a good thing, but
i'd hate for her to fade away as a Bestfriend; that's some Andrew type ish.
maybe,,,
it's best if ijst have these issues ?

on another note,
ifind in STOMACH-CLENCHING that Ej, Pap, AND M knows where Sua lives,
but idon't.
seriously,,,
that sucks and doesn't even make sense.lol
my schedule was pretty Legit;
minus not having AP gov't.
...unless ican find another Spanish IV period,
i'll be missing out on it=[

...i've been noticing a lot of "relationship" changes or whatever on the right
side of Facebook,,,
i'll jst leave it at that.lol
girls are something interesting,
if only one would come along, or step into my world,
that makes me want no other...[she is quite possibly in my life now; but with what ihave been handed by girls;how can ibe sure ?--->yes, that was MEANT for YOU.lol]

,,,ihave been inspired; iam no longer gnna post quotes from
artists and celebrities alike.
all quotes you see, from this day on, are gnna be my OWN.
iusually use famous quotes frm songs at the end of each "Yo" entry,
so it's gnna be difficult creating my own,hehehe.
but,
it will enhance my poetic capabilites;
and make me feel Awesome._

--ihave some predictions for 12th grade,
more like things that ithink'll be interesting.
few of them are about other people because, well, idon't know them well enough.
& of course,
this is MY blog.

anyways; i'll go with some random girl, everything'll happen really fast.
we'll die off, of course. but then reason, believe it or not lol, will be because of some other
girl.
like; ihad a dream, where itold a random girl, "No one comes before her, I'm sorry if that bothers you, but that is the way it is,& how it will always be." The girl, about whom we were speaking, was Sua.
...whether the reason for my future breakup be Sua or not, i'm pretty sure that there
WILL be one, and it WILL be because of a close female companion.
----another prediction; i'll get really angry, like 3rd quarter or something, because i've been being really Patient with people the whole year, andNOT getting mad...as a result of my
extreme anger, i'll cut off someone close to me. icannot determine how long this 'cutting off' will be...
------and last, but surely not least[i'll have more predictions]: i'll become bestfriends with someone who is outside of my usual circle. it'll be random to everybody, and people will be very Critical of it...there'll be clash;but it will all end in me still have all my bestfriends,,,my old one jst won't be OD cool with my new one.

♥♥♥Mone jst asked me what "Cultural Diversity" meant;wow.
--we're talkingg on the phone: us doing soo ALWAYS brings back memories,,,both Good & bad.
iwas asking her for a 'prediction' about me in 12th grade,,,but she, like usual, didn't help.
ahhhh, you suck=]

to Pap;
please don't check this for grammatical errors.
iwas rushing, while thinking, & the result was probably not a good one.
icould have reviewed my work;but that would be wasting time...when this is not an English essay, this really has low relevance to my life, so yeah.
it's weird, very.

...ok, so the 'this really has low relevance to my life' was a Lie;
everything iwrite has significance to WHO I AM.
writing sets me free,
ibecome like a God on the keyboard,
or with a pen.
...my infatuation for the practice is the sole reason why iwish for everyone to see it.
this writing, is far from creative and ijst want people to read this to see what iam thinking.
but my poems,
and creative writing,
are like the World to me.


"...itry so hard, to promote my writing. but maybe, it jst isn't that Good----> as if. when ienjoy my writing, it's the best thing to have ever blessed this world;call me Cocky, and i'll call you a critic."

-em;